Friday, June 10, 2011

What I Want in a Girl (and I don't think I am asking to much):

I want a girl who....

Is smarter than me but doesn't rub it in. (90% of the girls I know are now out of the picture lol.)

Like to read and write.

Can put up with my insanity.

Pushes me to be better.

Likes old school video games.

Is talented in some sort of art. (Painting, music, writing,  ect. Just not photography.)

Is very open to new things.

Adventuroues.

Can spell check for me.

Doesn't mind me talking during movies.

Likes to talk on the phone at insane hours of the night.

Texts me whenever I want her to but also gives me space.

Likes to cuddle.

Likes PDA but doesn't exspect it. (I like PDA but sometimes I don't. It is hard to explain it has something to do with my comfort level of the surroundings.)

Like road trips.

Uhm I think that is all lol. If you actually read this thank you for taking the time, and if you think you fit this desription don't hesitate to message me =]. I need spell check fast lol.

You

You came in and left nothing standing. You are like a Zubat, you suck the life out of me? Does it revigorate you? Does it make you feel good about yourself? You say I wasn't there for you when you needed me, but why should I have been? You had him, remember? The guy you left me for. The reason you are so childish is because you don't care about anyone but yourself and you do 'whatever you want' because you don't have to worry about the consequences. I mean why should you? It isn't like you're a good person or anything. Why should you worry about anything? That's why you will always be ignorant ghetto white trash.

I am not kicking you out of my life to hurt you, because I can't hurt you, you don't care about me. I am kicking you out of my life because I want to save myself. I stopped cutting as soon as I got you out of my life last time, and I started cutting as soon as you came back in. You are a wrecking ball you destroy everything in your sight. How come you can't be in a commited relationship with me, but you have no problem being in one with anyone else? Regardless of your beliefs I have always been there for you, and I have forgiven you of everything you have done to me. I will even forgive you for this, I already have, but I will never take you back into my life.