Graduating?

So as it gets closer and closer to graduation I am freaking out more and more. It seems like just yesterday I was in 9th grade acting retarded, now it is 3 years later and I am equally retard and WAY more spastic. It seems like everyday is going by faster and faster and it is like a month till graduation and I have NO plans for the future. I have no license, no job, no motivation, no college plans, and NO CLUE WHICH IS MORE IMPORTANT. Being 17 I think I am going to have to go with the license being more important lol. Also it seems I have caught a really bad case of senioritis. I am like pshhh I have one month left, I don't need this sh*t. 

When I graduate I would like to attend Full Sail but I cant afford it grr. So I will probably take core classes at TCC which will make me very upset. I want to be a music producer but I realize how unrealistic that is. I will probably have to settle for making music for video games, movies, and tv shows. Unfortuenatly all the music I enjoy making has basically NO MARKET. It really sucks being an original...

-Astro